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THE STRENGTH TO CHANGE: Launching a business in 2011.

12/30/2010

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I never know what will set me off on a thinking tear, a trek through bumpy, uncharted mental territory. This time it was a tidbit written by Amanda McCabe on the Risky Regencies blog in her post, REAL LIFE LOVE.

“I recently read two books about just such couples. Couples who really had almost nothing in common with each other, except that both wives were unusually strong women and both couples were very much in Love.”

Since I consider my marriage to George Carlin’s Clone to be one for the history books, I immediately wondered, Am I an unusually strong woman? Abigail Adams strong?

The answer? I don’t know. What makes a strong woman?

This got me to pondering the meaning of strength, as opposed to, say, endurance. We all know women who put up with absolute hell. They keep going, often for the sake of their children. That’s endurance.

Real strength is the determination to change your situation. For the better. According to your own definition of better.

And then, BAM, my brain applied this truth to my books. My still unpublished books. After a decade of working like a love-starved fiend I remain undesired by the wizards in the Emerald City. Don’t get me wrong, I am not a writer scorned. I love the Emerald City. But like many writers, I’ve endured a level of 'absolute hell,' torments of my own making and many I had no control over, such as the man in green at the gate telling me to go home and come back tomorrow with another manuscript. (Which I am doing.) But I am NOT giving up on my young adult circus story. It is good. And publishable.

And now I don’t have to stick that manuscript in the proverbial drawer. Judging from Internet buzz, 2010 was the year self-publishing lost its stigma.  Kindle, Nook, iPad, Kobo, Sony reader, Createspace, I have Options. I can take control over the whole thing.

I have skills. I’ve worked for printers, large and small. I took a handset typography class in art school where I majored in illustration. I’ve designed book covers. Photoshop and I are on speaking terms. I love social media and interacting with people. Lots of small things have brought me to this moment, which is good, because self-publishing is a whole lot of work. Just like the Emerald City, Flying Monkeys show up in self-publishing too.


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The piece. Made for a local playhouse.
But do I have the strength? Really? To put my work out there without a legitimate New York stamp of approval? This is where I ask myself what’s important? Ten years ago I had a piece accepted by the Society of Illustrators in New York. This was huge. I flew out to NYC and attended the fete. When the president asked me which piece was mine, he said, “Oh yeah, that one. We had the hardest time figuring out where to hang it.”  My work, written or painted, has always been a wee bit different. I’m used to it. I’m not changing that part because it’s my best part. The biggest lesson I learned from the whole experience was that getting a piece into that holy of holies garnered me not ONE paying job. So, critical acceptance and kudos are nice, but what’s important? What do I really, really want? READERS.

I remember reading an old interview with my creative idol, Terry Gilliam, where he said he missed those days when he was on the floor working, papers strewn all over. After my first agent left the business, after the publishers she’d submitted to passed, after my second agent dropped me, I thought of Terry Gilliam. All the paralysis of rejection lifted. I got a rush of excitement. 

I can make my own cover! I can use MY illustrations! I can choose the title! I can make cool book trailers! I can publish my book MYSELF!

Am I an unusually strong woman?

I have no idea.

But I’m doing it anyway.

Stay tuned for updates on my progress, mistakes, triumphs, Flying Monkey attacks, and most importantly, my launch date for THE MUMBO JUMBO CIRCUS!


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16 Comments
George Carlin’s Clone
12/30/2010 07:54:53 am

"It's not just a place where you eat or sleep. Home is knowing. Knowing your mind, knowing your heart, knowing your courage. If we know ourselves, we're always home, anywhere."

Glinda, the Good Witch of the North

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Martha Flynn link
12/30/2010 01:55:26 pm

I can guarantee you one reader. :)

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maison21 link
12/30/2010 03:43:13 pm

kick some ass, dear! ;-)

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Loretta
12/30/2010 03:54:11 pm

You are indeed a strong woman! Never, never, never give up!

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Amanda McCabe
12/30/2010 10:09:41 pm

I love this post, Jane!! Abigail Adams is a big inspiration to me, but I firmly believe we can all borrow some of her strength (we have to in this crazy business, LOL).

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Grace
12/31/2010 03:02:18 am

Write on, sister woman.

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Jane G. link
12/31/2010 04:45:26 am

Thanks guys! I mean that.
And Happy New Year!

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Pat Miles
12/31/2010 11:11:57 am

I love what you're doing, Jane. Yes, you are a strong woman--you know what you want and you go for it. Bravo!

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Gigi link
1/1/2011 11:31:04 am

The fact that you are even asking these questions, the fact that you are still climbing the mountain top is testimony of your strength. Writing and dreams and goals are like love. Only you know when it's time to fall in or fall out, only you know when it's time to move on or dig in and fight. And like love, writing is going to make you take a lot of hard hits and wind up looking like an ass most of the time. That's why we do it. It's life:) Bravo and bon courage! May you have the best New Year's Ever!

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Jane G. link
1/2/2011 02:19:04 am

What a beautiful comment, Gigi! Welcome, and may your new year bring everything you desire. :-)

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Beth Barany link
1/4/2011 09:27:49 am

Jane, All I can say is: Go for it! And I'll cheer you on every step of the way!

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Jane G. link
1/4/2011 12:51:54 pm

Thanks, Beth!
I'm still prepping all the materials. I intend to launch POD and eBook versions before the book trailers are done. I'll let you know.

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Pamela Fryer link
1/5/2011 12:54:32 am

All the best to you Jane! I admire both your inner strength and your fantastic fashion sense. I will be looking for your book when it hits Kindle.

I love your reference to the Emerald City. Personally, I prefer "living in the country" with my small press and epublishers too. I jumped off the yellow brick road a long time ago, and I'm happier for it.

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Jane G. link
1/5/2011 02:01:52 am

Thanks, Pam!
You're an inspiration. :-)

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joylene link
2/16/2011 03:42:34 am

Jane, your blog is as fascinating as your webpage. I'm sold. Looking forward to reading your stuff. Have a great week. And thanks again for stopping by.

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Jane G. link
2/17/2011 06:30:53 am

Thanks, Joylene!
I enjoyed your blog. I shall stop by again and hope you do the same.

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